Author: cbain

The first company to take advantage of my disability. When the fatigue started there were days, I forgot to take my medication in the morning (Suboxone) and would have to take it at work. Other employees saw this and started talking. This is when I started being treated differently at work. This is when things…

It seems to be a new cool and hip trend to discriminate against people with disabilities. Companies all over the world are joining in being freed from legal liability.

It is 12:17 AM as I write this and about 15-20 minutes ago, I took 100mg of Diphenhydramine so I could sleep. I have not had any caffeine today and my partner was fast asleep next to me. If I plug my nose, I feel the pressure stopping me from achieving sleep relieve itself, but…

There is a human being that says this every time they are proven wrong. And they are proven wrong very often. It seems to me though that the people around this person always let it go after an “I didn’t know”. This is very dangerous. Letting people get away with being confidently wrong all the…

When I talked to Mike about moving into his house because my parents were acting so horrifically that I couldn’t be around them, I told him that we wanted the basement. He insisted that he wanted to be down there, because that’s where he was when his parents were still alive in the house. There…

I just got home a little bit ago from dropping off my partner at work. I started to clean up the bedroom, and these people are causing another cardiac event for me. My heart rate is at 120bpm and is staying there from light bending over and filling a trash bag with trash. I believe…

I just had to take 100mg of Diphenhydramine to fall asleep, it is 1:10 AM as I write this. I have been trying to sleep for hours. The torture effects increase and decrease over and over again. In about 30 minutes I should be able to fall asleep.

What I experienced with my heart rate shooting from 70bpm to 175bpm, I have noticed my partner has experienced this as well more than once. I remember feeling her heart beating out of her chest, and when I talked to her, she was not nervous or scared nor was she doing anything strenuous at all….

I was laying down on my bed on my back with my hands behind my head falling asleep. All of a sudden, the black fills up with light and color and swirling images, and I feel the electricity buzzing through my body waking me fully back up. I NEED TO SLEEP.

This is the second time I’ve heard that someone with more power than the people who were here all day logged in and started turning on switches that cause physical effects in my body. The first thing he said when he got in was “I was told he just got done shooting methamphetamine”. I have…