I was tired as I was writing my last blog post. As soon as I laid down to sleep, I feel a deep pressure in my eyeballs as if I was taking my thumbs and pushing them in hard. If I move to the other end of the bed, it lessens significantly. I like sleeping…
Author: cbain
Significant decrease in effects
Today for the first time in a long time, I experienced a significant decrease in the effects I feel 24/7 at home and driving around. We went out to Cinemark in Valley View to watch the new wicked movie. The showing started at 11:45PM. The distance between where my car was parked and where we…
Malware review
While struggling to keep my accounts secure over the past few days, I have found the source of a recurring infection. I bought 3 64GB USB C/A flash drives from microcenter a while ago. One of them has been replaced internally with a board that does more than just store data on flash memory. The…
Forced back with ex
While at Redwood apartments, my partner and I both experienced a forceful sexual reconnection with our previous ex’s. Mine showed up at the apartment and came in and flashed her breast and then grabbed my wrist and put my hand on her breast. When she saw the look on my face, she let my wrist…
Party across the street
Over the past year, a couple times the house across the street has had so many cars parked there it looked like a parking lot for a business. I never get to see anyone coming or going, never anyone outside talking. But a lot of threats about making black mirror episodes and having 50 people…
Partners dinner with sister
My partner went out to dinner with her sister for her birthday. While she was at the restaurant, her GPS moved to the bar right next door. Then my gangstalkers were talking about how they had her sister bring some guy who was trying to slip something in her drink so she would just come…
Black Mirror
I just got told by my gangstalkers that they plan to knock my partner out and wake me up, tie me up and make me watch what they all to do her. There’s people next door yelling “Heil Hitler!” and “Fuck Niggers!” and Officer Holmes talking about drones controlling people’s minds and officer Shook ignoring…
Broke into my apartment
So, this all started at Redwood in Elyria when my apartment was broken into by another man visiting my partner. No one, including my partner, had permission to enter my office to retrieve files off of my computer. Or to find out who my friends were on Discord to speak to them.
Officer Discretion
The police in northeast Ohio needs to be known for using their discretion to let citizens harm one another under their watch. Every time I’ve ever needed help, an officer has used discretion to cut the other side a break. Molest me as a child? Discretion. Threaten me to my face? Discretion. Steal my belongings?…
Victim of child pornography
People have apparently moved into Ohio from out of state to lay their eyes on a grown adult whose naked child pictures are on dark web websites. Child Molesters pay money to inflict “virtual” torture on a real victim. I can feel stabs from an electric blade entering my body and moving around. I can…