Author: cbain

Exactly at 5 A.M. I was forced awake. I feel so uncomfortable I have to immediately sit up in bed. It’s quiet, it is never quiet. There’s always a faint high-pitched ringing in my ears. Within a few minutes, the high-pitched ringing is back. The same ringing that is there 24/7. It’s always off when…

As I lay down next to my partner to take a nap, I feel extreme pressure in my eyeballs. As if I was taking my thumbs and pushing hard into both of my eyes. I stand up and it follows wherever my head moves.

So, I’ve been listening to my gang stalkers all day today talk about how a few weeks ago they got my partner to get up in the middle of the night, get out of bed, leave the house to go next door to go pee and have sex with a racist. She won’t tell me…

When me and my partner first moved into Mike’s house, I was spending more time with Mike than I was with her. He told me to spend more time with her, so I did. After that, there was an immediate and significant decrease in the amount of help that was being offered. Mike seemed to…

I met the love of my life at Beckett Thermal Solutions, formerly Beckett Gas, Inc. I was working in production setup for water heaters, and she was placed as a temporary worker in water heaters. After the temporary period, she was hired in as a full-time employee. She was dating another guy that also works…

I was forced awake about 2 hours ago out of a dead sleep to get up to go pee and then sit up in bed listening to my gangstalkers. They made my cat wake up out of a dead sleep and throw up in the bedroom. I found out I can fight back and get…

For the last year, except for 2 times, every single time I’ve had the urge to pee, it is taken away as I’m standing at the toilet. No matter how hard I try to pee, nothing will come out. If I plug my nose and ears, within usually 30 seconds to 1 minute I can…

My partner and I haven’t been getting good sleep for at least the last year now. More than that. My watch records anywhere from 5-15 wakeups a night. There is equipment close enough to me to have a profound effect on my body and mind. I can be taken from wide awake and alert, to…

I have been trying to get treatment for ADD since I was still in school. My grades slipped, I found schoolwork less and less interesting. I would put off homework until the last possible second, often turning things in late. My doctor at the time, Michael Rish, told me that he knew better than I…

EDrawings is a free application for viewing 2D/3D SOLIDWORKS files. You can integrate the EDrawings COM control into any WinForms/WPF project rather easily. There is a guide on the website that helps get you started. EDIT: I did this while Frank-Larry says I was “hiding” in the bedroom.