Author: cbain

When I strain really hard in my head, all of the effects I feel go away for a few brief moments. Sometimes longer. Sometimes they stop for hours. They have been making me do this a lot lately by turning up everything until I strain. It’s 6AM and I haven’t had any sleep. There are…

This is what I woke up to this morning afternoon. Last night, I put $10 in gas in the car and had $25 in my account. When I got home at 2AM I had roughly $15. I woke up this morning to -$19.09 and the transactions make no sense. Yet my account has let me…

It is 6:02 AM and I still haven’t been able to fall asleep because of the equipment affecting me. My partner seems to be unaffected at this time as she is snoring. Sometimes, it affects us both and we both wake up in the middle of the night and lay awake together.

I was tired as I was writing my last blog post. As soon as I laid down to sleep, I feel a deep pressure in my eyeballs as if I was taking my thumbs and pushing them in hard. If I move to the other end of the bed, it lessens significantly. I like sleeping…

Today for the first time in a long time, I experienced a significant decrease in the effects I feel 24/7 at home and driving around. We went out to Cinemark in Valley View to watch the new wicked movie. The showing started at 11:45PM. The distance between where my car was parked and where we…

While struggling to keep my accounts secure over the past few days, I have found the source of a recurring infection. I bought 3 64GB USB C/A flash drives from microcenter a while ago. One of them has been replaced internally with a board that does more than just store data on flash memory. The…

While at Redwood apartments, my partner and I both experienced a forceful sexual reconnection with our previous ex’s. Mine showed up at the apartment and came in and flashed her breast and then grabbed my wrist and put my hand on her breast. When she saw the look on my face, she let my wrist…

Over the past year, a couple times the house across the street has had so many cars parked there it looked like a parking lot for a business. I never get to see anyone coming or going, never anyone outside talking. But a lot of threats about making black mirror episodes and having 50 people…

My partner went out to dinner with her sister for her birthday. While she was at the restaurant, her GPS moved to the bar right next door. Then my gangstalkers were talking about how they had her sister bring some guy who was trying to slip something in her drink so she would just come…

I just got told by my gangstalkers that they plan to knock my partner out and wake me up, tie me up and make me watch what they all to do her. There’s people next door yelling “Heil Hitler!” and “Fuck Niggers!” and Officer Holmes talking about drones controlling people’s minds and officer Shook ignoring…