I am sitting here on the bed with my partner lying next to me and the cat resting on top of her. They are napping and I am watching an episode of 9-1-1 where a guy proposed to a woman and fell through the escalator and ended up dying.
Again, I feel hard to describe pain in my chest, it almost feels like a really powerful magnet. This pain does not go away by plugging my nose or my ears.
They have done this 4 times now with what I feel is the attempt to end my life or just cause chaos. It literally feels like my body is dying. I doubt it will be a natural heart attack.