This morning, we had a talk about the way she has been treating me. While I’ve been going through this, most of the time she has been short and acting like I annoy her all the time.
She acted like this around the time she cheated on me. One of the younger guys she worked with managed to get her to come home with him. She called off work but still got a ride and left. I didn’t find this out until sometime later.
One day while I’m lying in bed sleeping, she got a ride and left and when she came back, she woke me up sitting at the foot of the bed. She told me that she had sex with the guy that’s been giving her rides to work. Her coworker, and she was the manager.
Before this guy, the way she was getting to work and home was a combination of me giving rides when I could and her using uber. At various points she was spending so much of her check getting to work that it wasn’t even worth her working.
This morning, while discussing cheating in general she mouthed off to me saying that I’m accusing her of sleeping with guys on motorcycles, the mailmen and the NSA. While I’ve never said anything about the mailman and NSA, this is something my cousin mentioned when he was talking about people chasing him around. I told her about the guy on the motorcycle riding down the street with his legs spread eagle who stared at me as my car drove by, on Stearns rd. A voice in my head was telling me he just left her work and got a blowjob from her. 1+1? I have an idea that it’s gangstalking, not actually a case of her giving the guy a blowjob. But her consideration for my mental state is 0.
I am at my wits end, when she told me she had cheated for the first time, I immediately told her to leave. She begged me to stay. She told me she would do anything to make things right. That lasted for 2 weeks before she went back to the way she was before. The way she is right now.
I cannot have someone who actually cheated on me trying to make it seem like now I have mental health issues accusing her of cheating on me with the mailman.