I have a memory that I revisit often. I was still in diapers sitting on the floor of the apartment in front of an electrical socket. On the floor was a staple, maybe a carpet staple. I thought, that looks like it could fit there, and picked up the staple and tried to plug it…
Month: November 2025
Lizzie
Like Ashton Conrad, who tried to upend our relationship, gave me the same kind of death stare this kid from Dunkin Donuts that gave my partner a ride home from work and then demanded a blowjob as payment. I don’t know Lizzie’s last name or where she comes from. All I know is the same…
Trust
My partner knows that trust in our relationship has been broken. Mike also knows that the trust in our relationship has been broken. My family knows this same thing. In all 3 instances, I am not the one breaking people’s trust. I don’t find it hard to keep to what I say, and if I…
68 Degrees
It feels like 31 degrees outside. In the middle of the night last night, I woke up to turn the thermostat up to 70 because it was freezing cold in the house. I wake up and go check it just now, and it’s back down to 68 degrees.
Malware on my laptop over a video game
I’m not sure if the sorority convinced my partner to do this or her sister or the police. I woke up one night and saw my partner sitting at my computer. Today, while getting ready to do something in the game I play, I noticed my entire screen blank out. Either that, or they seem…
Stories from middle school
While in middle school in Sheffield Lake, I had some experiences which I would not describe as normal. The people in my head shouldn’t know about these memories but they have been talking about them as if they caused them. There were a few kids who did sexual things in front of me at school…
Hire-in conversation
My partner doesn’t remember having a conversation with the CEO of Beckett before behind hired in. As far as I was told, we all had to have a sit-down with the CEO before we could be brought on board. Why wouldn’t she remember that?
Saxophone & Piano
Two things I really wanted to get for recreation. Even at $31.25 an hour I couldn’t afford to get either of these things. Not after having to get a couch and tv on credit. Rent costed over $1k a month not including utilities. I worked overtime like crazy but couldn’t collect. Then I get told…
Willing and active participants
Apparently, every single person I’ve ever met in my life suddenly became willing and active participants in my torture over the last year. I can’t get anyone to tell me anything straight. Everyone is acting dumb about anything I talk about. What does that tell you?
Your pets aren’t yours
If you ever see your pet acting like a human, it is likely being controlled by a human. I’ve sat here and watched my cat have its head moved around like it was animatronic. I’ve seen her mouth open and the meow comes out robotic sounding. Other humans are using your pets to cause destruction…