When I was little, I stayed at my uncle’s house sometimes with my two cousins. They are half-brothers.
I looked up to the older of the two more. He was more considerate and actually cared about shit more.
Sometimes, I would sleep on the top bunk with him. I was afraid of heights, but it did feel safe up there with someone else being there.
One night, late enough that my other cousin was asleep on the bottom bunk, he pulled up the covers and had his penis out. He asked me to show him how I masturbate. I went to whip mine out to show him and he stopped me, indicating he meant on him.
Not knowing I could even say no, I obliged. After so long, I thought this is enough. I stopped and turned over to go to bed. I could tell he wasn’t happy that it wasn’t longer. We never spoke about it again.