Today, I was supposed to pick up my medication from the pharmacy. The pharmacy is only open until 7PM. All day today, people have been threatening to steal the equipment that I brought back from the storage unit to the house. The same equipment I moved to the storage unit because “the voices” kept threatening to steal it. It’s amazing how the entire time it was at the storage unit, they weren’t threatening to steal it because they knew they couldn’t reach it.
It’s 6:23 PM and a few minutes ago I heard a disgusting lady say “We just need you to stay out of the house until 7 PM, Mike, were just doing this to gather evidence against Cory”.
I have been waiting for them to stop talking about rape and theft all day so I can leave my partner in the house alone to watch over my equipment so I can go get my medication. My medication is not anti-psychotics by the way. They are trying to force me again into a situation where I go into opiate withdrawal.
Once Mike returns home we will have a talk about how I need to go get my medication and I do need to feel like the things in the house are safe while I’m gone. Him being gone all day and not telling me where he went (and not answering the phone) is the reason I don’t feel comfortable leaving my partner in the house alone, even with cameras. My social security card and birth certificate not being returned makes me assume if my desktop computer gets stolen, it will never be returned either. The threats of rape and murder are not hallucinations, they are coming from a living human being. I may have to just tear everything back down and take it to the storage unit just to get my medicine, then bring it all back and set it up again. And bring my partner with me.