The group of people who have been inflicting physical pain and mental anguish on me believe they are going to get a million-dollar house as a reward for making me kill myself. They also believe that if I die unexpectedly from say, a heart attack, that they would be safe from having been a participant in my death. As if I wasn’t actually documenting my own private life in a way that leaves enough breadcrumbs behind to ensure they suffer consequences. It may not be today or tomorrow, but eventually the information will trickle to the source of who is letting this happen to me. I have been suffering constantly since my last blog post.
I have signed up for 2 or 3 different “mind control” scientific studies. I never received any notification that I was selected. I have mentioned multiple times that I do not give consent for further participation. Apparently, the people torturing me signed a contract that makes it so they cannot mention any of the things they did to me remotely.
These people started off saying they were the FBI doing an investigation into a case of child molestation. I was cooperative inside my head, and they took that as proof that I thought I was a CIA agent working for them and helping them do things (hint: I never thought I was a CIA agent). They have claimed amongst themselves and I’m sure to others that I am making up all the things I have mentioned in this blog JUST to get away with child molestation. If I could actually share what happened in my head with you, I assure you that it would shatter your world view.
I am very curious to hear from all of you who pipe up about this being “mental illness”. I need you to get your psychologist and articulate what I said exactly that makes you think it is caused by mental illness and define the actual illness with a word- saying I am schizophrenic is idiocy. I should not have to go to a mental hospital to prove that I am suffering from someone using science, not magic, to torture me. I have a ton of data that proves beyond any reasonable doubt that a human being is using science and social engineering to torture and kill me. This stopped being an investigation 3 months ago and turned into a torture show where they claimed they were getting random people to pay money to inflict specific kinds of torture on my body.
EDIT: The title for this post was chosen because at one point the group presented themselves as aliens just trying to learn about our culture.