I would like to change my dying wish. I would like all of the belongings in my name besides my computers donated to charity. Preferably a charity that helps children get ahold of technology to learn at a young age for poorer families. If it exists that charity also should provide education for parents for…
In case of death
I want to make sure it is clear that in the case of my actual death that I do not want anything going to my family. All of my belongings I would like to go to my partner and remain in her possession for a long period of time. Long enough for her to graduate…
Strain
When I strain really hard in my head, all of the effects I feel go away for a few brief moments. Sometimes longer. Sometimes they stop for hours. They have been making me do this a lot lately by turning up everything until I strain. It’s 6AM and I haven’t had any sleep. There are…
Huntington bank
This is what I woke up to this morning afternoon. Last night, I put $10 in gas in the car and had $25 in my account. When I got home at 2AM I had roughly $15. I woke up this morning to -$19.09 and the transactions make no sense. Yet my account has let me…
No sleep
It is 6:02 AM and I still haven’t been able to fall asleep because of the equipment affecting me. My partner seems to be unaffected at this time as she is snoring. Sometimes, it affects us both and we both wake up in the middle of the night and lay awake together.
Physical assault
I was tired as I was writing my last blog post. As soon as I laid down to sleep, I feel a deep pressure in my eyeballs as if I was taking my thumbs and pushing them in hard. If I move to the other end of the bed, it lessens significantly. I like sleeping…
Significant decrease in effects
Today for the first time in a long time, I experienced a significant decrease in the effects I feel 24/7 at home and driving around. We went out to Cinemark in Valley View to watch the new wicked movie. The showing started at 11:45PM. The distance between where my car was parked and where we…
Malware review
While struggling to keep my accounts secure over the past few days, I have found the source of a recurring infection. I bought 3 64GB USB C/A flash drives from microcenter a while ago. One of them has been replaced internally with a board that does more than just store data on flash memory. The…
Forced back with ex
While at Redwood apartments, my partner and I both experienced a forceful sexual reconnection with our previous ex’s. Mine showed up at the apartment and came in and flashed her breast and then grabbed my wrist and put my hand on her breast. When she saw the look on my face, she let my wrist…
Party across the street
Over the past year, a couple times the house across the street has had so many cars parked there it looked like a parking lot for a business. I never get to see anyone coming or going, never anyone outside talking. But a lot of threats about making black mirror episodes and having 50 people…